Hi @hlezama, I rescue this part of your post.
( and left for good, with the heavy heart only those consumed by guilt can understand.)
Sometimes I think, how a person can sleep peacefully after hurting another, the human being is a bit hard of heart.
Blessings
Blessings to you too. That question haunts me, @martha75. Some people want to believe that even if the bad guys show a stright face they are tortured in the privacy of their own selves, i think that some people are oblivious to guilt and actually feed from others' suffering.