Weekend Freewrite - "You cannot continue college anymore"

Gene's father had said something to Gene that had wounded his pride Gene's father is just a farmer with little to nothing money left on the family. That day, Gene's father said You cannot continue college anymore and that made Gene skeptical. "March 6, 2017" the day his father wounded not just her heart but also hi soul. He is now the boy who will have more broken dreams than even have breaths to breath everyday. Gene wants to be teacher. A preschool teacher who would have been teaching children in his community soon enough. He had made compromises on supporting his schooling like carrying fruits 25 kilometers away from their house and selling it in the market yet it is not enough. His father would have to lend a lot of money since he's the only child out of 9 whom they believed to be the one who'll save them from poverty. He went out to the house to keep Himself from breaking things that are only left in their house; 5 glasses, 12 plates, a dusty vase and their family picture taken 10 years ago when he was still 10. When he past by the plaza there are people Walking and holding hands,

And this shows how many lovers, and this determines how happy they were amidst of how bad he feels right. He hasn't had a lover where he can console and amend his feelings when he's feeling down. He would thought How could someone like me? and he has no enough money to treat a girl out when he's is just a son of a farmer and a disabled mother. He has no time attaching feelings with anyone as long as there is problems that make them suffer with his family. And that made him remember the scariest moment that could happen to him; having no wife and children since he'll not be able to provide his own family enough for living.

It's a matter of survival now
that he's lost with her feelings and thoughts that he came into the bridge past the plaza connecting their place to the other city and the world. He's lost not in place but with his raging mind that he saw a fast approaching heavy trucks with many logs passing upon the bridge. He screamed, afraid the truck would past him and would kill him when he..... Woke!!! Realizing it's just a nightmare when he saw his father wearing the same gray worn shirt making way to him and he remembered him saying You cannot continue college anymore.