The majority of writing on the internet is rubbish and an insult to intelligent people. But you already know that. I landed my first writing job in 2008, and I made it about 6 months before I started really hating myself, and everyone who told me what writing was supposed to look like. I then proceeded to spend another 10 years hating myself as a professional writer. I've been on hiatus for a few months now, but it looks like fate is going to drive me right back to that world of grinding out shit copy in order to make rent and put beer on the table. Oh well, at least I can still work from wherever I want.

The "rambling" that you do here on Steemit is exceptional. I hope you can find a different local outlet that realizes it, and offers you a gig that won't slowly kill you. :)