@jerrybanfield I just wanted to tell you that NO ONE understands this posting better than I do. You know I have walked in these Footsteps for over 27 Years. Lately I have been wondering when you would HEAR that Voice from within. It speaks to us and yes we question it, but that is what we do. We are Recovering and we resist doing things that are uncomfortable. You did the exact thing you are supposed to do when you went to that different meeting. Listen to that "Inner Guidance".....