Dear Diary: Eating Stresses Me Out Often Times

I am glad that my gut issue today was over because that meal replacement milk made me use the toilet after consuming it. It is like that whenever I would eat or drink something that my guts doesn't approve so I am really careful now what and when to eat.

My mother asked me if I would like to eat already and it was just about thirty minutes past nine when she cooked my lunch but since I am still not hungry I told her that I do not want to eat yet plus I do want to recover enough before eating.

Eating really makes me stressed often rather than it makes me well thanks to my peculiar health condition and my Asian heritage I am officially sensitive to certain foods although I have no allergy whatsoever to some.

It is really a survival thing for me to eat now because I am not enjoying it and that is most of the time thanks to the nasty side-effects of my medicines that is making my life miserable which should be making my life in a much better state.

Now my mother already prepared me a lunch of fried luncheon meat but I might not eat until late noon or not at all because I don't like fried luncheon meat at the moment, it is just too salty for my taste. Unless I am not shaking in hunger maybe I will not eat today.