Dear Diary: I Feel Much Okay Today Than The Last Six Months

I was thinking of the last six months compared today and I must say pain-wise I am much relieved from my back pain particularly. It is hard to endure a lingering pain in the back side because of my deteriorated backbone because I am always lying on my back and it creates pressure even when I roll left or right.

Now I should be happy because I do not feel anymore lingering pain. But the big but is that I cannot still walk normally and I might be like this, bed-ridden and could not walk as my feet joints left and now both left and right are getting pain even for a short walk or standing up.

My knees joined the fun too and I do not know if the reason was my being immobile or was it just like that with my bone ailment doing its course.

But I am still thankful because of what I already achieved after taking my Parathyroid medication for more than a year now. Again with a big "but" as I have to sacrifice my appetite and enjoyment of food.

I was already rejoicing about my normal appetite before I took the medicine because at that time my hemoglobin is normal already for a reason I do not know and I could really eat well and after I took the medicine, the pain diminished but my appetite got lost.

Now I just have to deal with it because my Leontiasis would certainly blow up and the pain will return if I would stop taking my medicine. I am still worried that I might get bankrupt if my medical funds would evaporate because of my expensive medicine without being replenished especially if I could no longer type for some uneventful reason, may God forbid that to happen.

But at least I am able to suppress my Leontiasis condition, that is a major feat that I had accomplished thanks to God and the support of selfless steemians that really is proven to be on my back, you are all my heroes, the heroes of steem blockchain.

It is a reason for being ever so grateful and thankful because I am not like other patients that would have a problem in getting funds for my sickness and the steem community had solved it for me although I have to blog day in and out even while others are sleeping LOL.