Dear Diary: My Life Is An Onion
The foam of my bed is already old and had been squeezed enough to make it stiff and in turn I was like sleeping on a hard surface now. My ribs and hip joint had already taken the beating because of the way I sleep which is on my side.
I could not sleep facing up and on my back so I just go in the most comfortable position which is sleeping on my left side of my body. But it seems that it injures my hip joint and the bones in the tail section of my spine.
The injury doesn't allow me now to walk and I have to use the aid of a wheelchair with my parents as my support. It now makes me think that if not for the both of them I will have the worst time of my life.
So I just am praying that God to take me before my parents because I worry that it will just be another level of hellish situation in my life.
Being not able to walk anymore is very frustrating and I am surprised that I am not getting depressed because of that. Pain is just a section of my life and there are many things in my life that cannot be called "life" anymore because it is not as colorful as I wanted it to be, it is rather like an onion, I waited and waited, layer by layer years go by until it may seem that non will be left but a wilted and destroyed layers of my onion life.
Good to see you keep keeping on bro. You are always in my prayers and I know you will be fine.
Stay awesome!
Thank you very much Sir @ejemai I appreciate it, God bless and keep you.
I am surprised by your infinite patience because God gives you a lot of strength to carry these misfortunes. Your desire to improve leads you to endure these hard tests. Always in my prayers, greetings @cryptopie
Maybe you can get a new foam to give you some comfort for your back?
Maybe you can get
A new foam to give you some
Comfort for your back?
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Yes Sir That I am pondering about.
I do needed some soft foam for this bed of mine.
Stay strong, God knows why you are still breathing, you are suffering but don't pray he takes your life at no point should you choose death, my prayer is for you @cryptopie, I followed because you were always stopping @teamsteem post, unfortunately his not posting again, I was learning something from him, just when we were going to blend he stopped posting don't know why.
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I am trying to survive @melissaofficial and I hope that God would still help me. @teamsteem might be busy but he already had written much helpful articles that we can use.