I've been around the world of philosophical meanderings. Studied nihilism, existentialism, absurdism, Buddhism, Hinduism, esotericism, and several other isms. I've delved into physics, cosmology, and various philosophies of science. The only thing that has made any sense to me is a creator-God who holds all things in his hands. But this was a good read.
I'm so glad you liked my random rambling on these unanswerable questions @blockurator. Thank you for your kind words! :-)