My introduction post

First thing I want to confirm that I am not a writer or a great storyteller but I will share my experience in my words.another very important things is that my English is not that good. So there is high chances that you will find multiple grammatical mistakes in this article.I am beginner on this platform so first I will introduce myself, i will share boring story of my life.

my name is Yogesh Sawant and I am from India. I had really boring childhood. As a kid I want to play a around, visit new places, explore many things and have fun all the way but that did not happen. My dad was working in private printing press where he gets $50 salary. It was highly impassible to us to buy new things, went out on vacations or exploring new things

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I started to feel very nervous, low self esteem was beginning to grow. people like me with low self esteem are not born with with it. It develops in us and gradually increases. we all are product of impact of nature and nurture. so some traits of our personality develop on the basis of our lifestyle and total surroundings.

low self esteem is more rampant in the society. It mainly seen in underdeveloped country's youth. In a school I made friends which have a more confidence than myself and things got worse.I envy them. all my friend did whatever they wanted without trying hard and another hand I have to I feel like I don't have anything

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Low self esteem is gradually increasing within me. the one thing is occupied me was unworthiness of myself. I felt like I was good for nothing. My confidence level hits the rock bottom. I didn't want to try anything new because I was scared. I was very rarely express myself. I was started to feel like I am good for nothing.

I felt like my Ideas and my dreams are probably foolish and stupid. I was totally mentally defeated.
After sometime I realize that I need to change my set of friend, because whenever I tried to start building my confidence they never believe I could do that.

one day I stumble Upon a beautiful quote

'the only thing stopping you from achieving what you want is that your mind set'

I realize that the main problem was in my mind and I have to change it. I thought ultimately what the worst could happen with me if I express myself, if I ask anything to anybody; either they agree or don't and that doesn't really matter. life always goes on and we should always explorers it. I realize that most of our problems getting bigger because we hesitate to ask, we hesitate to speak.

Confidence is not something you Build by just sitting and wishing you can do it. stopping yourself from trying new thing due to fear of failure or rejection is very worst thing. Failure and rejection is part of our life and we should always respect it and must move on, because life is always goes on. today whenever I feel low or my confidence level is dropping, I always speak with my friends and family members that helps me to regain my confidence.

In the next article, I'll tell my next life story, until goodbye. Have a nice day.

Note: Feel free to give me tips so I can improve.!