Thoughts of the Moment

As I sit here patiently planted in one of the local hospitals Maternity wards waiting room chairs..

Many a thought, pass between my eyes..

Firstly and most foremost, I am most ecstatic to become a Father, and parent with my love @kelsnm, and to begin this amazing, fulfilling and most time consuming journey we will ever embark upon..

I have had many moments in my life in the past where Iv wondered if I’d ever be ready to be a Father, does anyone ever truly know? Perhaps some out there do, but I never imagined it would occur like this, but now that it is happening, call is cliche, but I wouldn’t have had it any other way.

Having been lucky enough to have found a beautiful caring and Wonderful woman such as my Kelsey.. it’s going to make this journey all the better.. for all three of us.

These moments in time, where I find myself remembering all my major experiences in my youth, and how excited I am to be able to share those joys in life with my future Son.. it humbles me.

Riding a bike, climbing a treehouse, skiing, rock climbing, shooting a gun... and obviously so much more. The world is open. And in moments like this where I simply sit and wait, I reflect and brainstorm ideas for our Son.

Hospitals are an interesting place.. wouldn’t want to find myself here too often, but we must to make sure all is well with Kelsey and the baby inside. Lots of Propoganda sources sitting on counters, and bacteria from other humans possibly not in our existing immunity.

I couldn’t possibly write down all the negative things I think of when I see these magazines and the establishment drivel they spew. Old Rockefeller science and medicine hell bent on creating dependent slave patients, not independent healthy individuals!

Take this jab, swallow this pill, drink that syrup. Any side-effects? Here’s another prescription for that.

Hollywood and people of “celebrity” have been used for antiquity to spread govt propoganda. And the govt, we know, a number of times has used propoganda to sway public opinion to achieve a certain agenda. Cough cough 9/11. WMDs..

What else!? Thus I cannot her behind this standard modern medicine practice. I worked in a pharma lab for two years. I saw what goes into testing of seasonal flu vaccines, at least in reference to the Validity of methods and even developing methods for future vaccines. I had my hands deep in the muck. Vaccines for things like the flu still use ingredients like Thimerosal, formaldehyde, Aluminum and other toxic chemicals.. but there now vaccines that change your actual DNA using RNA... so that’s a pretty frightening thing to comprehend.

Forget immunity to a desired virus.. programs like that are almost always developed as a weapon initially.

Brings to mind things like a target specific deadly virus, a pathogen that selectively targets a population. And none other. I bet that’s already been patented by the Govt too.

Anyways, I digress.. and still sit patiently.

I pray very often these days, which I know to be quite opposite of my behavior say four years ago.

Welp, Times Up!

Hope y’all enjoyed this episode of Thoughts at the Moment. Have a great day and rest of week everyone!