I don't live in your mind but your words resonate with me from personal experience. Not feeling anything is a very hard thing to handle with internally when you know your mind and body, but it's not because life is worthless, it can just be paralysis.

No matter what the case, your mind will see the wonder, joy, and the nirvana of life if you can find the support network and the answers from those who've travelled a similar path.

It's your mind and your mind is a magnificent thing, but it can play tricks on you too. Find a new reality. Find a new character.

You know where I am if you need to chat at any time at all.