Again , Why ?

This comes in my head everytime i see myself working on a new video again here in dtube or in steemit. I keep on searching for topics and i keep on being fascinated by learning new things that would make my vlog more creative .

The question is , again , why ?

It keeps lurking in my head for this week but to tell you frankly . I am making vids because the votes (even though some were bots or curation trail) uplifts me and it gives me a sense of hapiness . Truly because im a shy and introvert person . The only thing that i can do is to express myself through vlogging and to raise my self-confidence through going out in the cameras . It also helps me to practice my verbal skills particularly in English . I can still remember my first video that i was still stuttering , that i was running out of words to say in that first vlog :) .

What i can truly say was that this steemit really helped me a lot particularly in expressing my own ideas and expressions in life. Truly i want to motivate someone through my videos and well i guess i have to practice more .

Sorry for using bots but seeing my posts having some quite large upvotes gives me morale and determination to exceed beyond my expectation and to be a better one than yesterday .

Sometimes we need to praise ourselves to reward ourselves with a little consideration from all the things that happens to our life .

truly this steemit gave an impression to me as my sole diary . Thanks a lot guys (btw i am not saying goodbye. It is already 1:34 am here in the Philippines and I just want to let all my thoughts out in my mind so can sleep after this .)

To those who are reading this up here . Thank you and you are truly amazing . I hope steemit had done something in your life too just like it did to me.

Remember , every little thing you do is a step closer to your goals and dreams in life .

"be the change that you want to see in this world"