Help me to get stuff for music production

Hi my name is Daniel and I'm a 23 from Romania in last time i think to left music because I'm in very difficult moments I'm searching for help I already sold my studio monitors from the photo because I need to pay bills I don't want to give up with music I'm searching for a sponsor I need someone to save me I need freedom to make music from my within

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Help me to get stuff for music production