Trilogy: A nightmare ends when you wake up from it.

in #life6 years ago (edited)


In the darkness of her interior struggled that woman struggling in her own battle for her fears, low self-esteem and the rejection of those to whom she begged a little love and attention. She felt distressed and lost, she could not find the path that would lead her to that ray of light that all desire in the midst of darkness. Her strength was increasingly scarce and her desire to live vanished, life was hard for her in the midst of those circumstances where she only longed to receive a little acceptance and to fit into the world around her.

Since childhood, despite having her mother and brothers, she had many shortcomings, there was something she longed for, it was the presence of her father who was never in her life. She remembers how her older brothers on behalf of mom could enjoy that father figure, and sometimes wondered, because his was not by his side. That was the beginning of her loneliness and sadness, not being able to fill that void marked her forever.

Upon reaching adolescence he met a young man who was at a party, his first look and attention fell in love, to the point of giving him that night his innocence. It was so urgent to take refuge in someone, that without thinking about the consequences, she gave in to the desire to be loved. That intimate meeting left her on tape, because of that she had to unite in marriage with a man she barely knew, who had no comfort to offer for the haste of that union. Her life was beginning to change course, and although her fears were innumerable, she was clinging to that possibility of being happy, but after a few months things were darkened again for her; She was closeted in the house of a relative of her husband, who was not treated well, sometimes even until the food was denied, and in her pregnant state that was heartbreaking.

Her husband worked and did not seem to care much about the scene that she expressed to him, there were many opportunities, where he arrived home drunk and mistreated her physically and verbally. It was not easy for her to talk about it with her relatives, because she understood that it was part of the consequences of that hasty and ill-thought decision, which took her to that point in her life.

Disappointed and desperate for her new experiences, one day very hungry and feeling helpless, she made the decision to ask for help from one of her sisters. He had to tell him about all those bad moments that he and his family were facing; she felt depressed and frightened by that creature who was almost born. His expectations for his new life dissipated; She was a hurt and inexperienced young woman. Shortly after that encounter, she received the help of her relatives and sister, managing to have her first daughter, who was the reason to fight and face a world that hit her every time, leaving scars difficult to heal.

Her repentant husband asked for a new opportunity, which she accepted, was willing to start over and be able to offer her the privilege of being able to grow up next to her father, which she could never enjoy.




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