Your photos are really lovely @frejafri!! Appreciate you sharing your current dilemma and wants so vulnerably.

You sound like you could use a long rest, not just for your physical self but also for your soul. I bless you to be able to hear your heart again and be happy. May the confusion that clouds you be changed into a clarity and great courage for you to make certain decisions of where to settle down and which circle of friends to keep. Sending you hugs. 💕