hmmm, this is amazing bro.

everyone has a story to tell, challenges is that part of life you can't escape because it makes you become stronger if you eventually overcome it, your story seems to resemble mine which I will soon pen it here on steemit.

one part of your story interest me most:

I wasn't a worker all along and i doubt i will ever really be!

this is @mike4christ you're talking to there.

you know, they is how you know yourself(strength and ability) despite that something keeps making you go against yourself, in this case, you either fight it or you flight from it, if you fight it, you will surely win it but if you flight from it(succum to it), there you become a victim(they win) but one thinf is sure and important always be flexible by adjusting to circumstances to feet the present need and quickly remember to still return to whom you really are

thanks for sharing boss