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When I was young I thought I don’t know what is the suffering, human right and many other thing. Suffering is so many different kind in our world. I really thought that people born and died, after people getting grow older day by day they become useless and we will need to wait to die on one day. But before we leave from this world we need to fight for survive.

In my family, many of my relatives are working in health care industry. And also I used to visit hospital most of my younger day of my life.

To send my aunts to hospitals with bicycle and pick her after work. Sometime I also visited to those villages during my school holidays with my mother and see all the villagers and how they feeds the medicines for the early childhoods.

Sometime I saw major operation at hospital when I visited to my aunty and even saw a lot of time people died at hospital. In my country most of the people does not have long suffering because lack of medical support and transportation. People will die sooner or later, when they found out that what they are suffer from.

At last 30 years ago, mostly young people are died from accident, snake bite and malaria. For the older people some people suffer from stroke and heat stroke during summer. More or less a year or later they passed away and leave from us. So I don’t really know about how people straggle as family, when people are sick or long suffer at home.

And after I worked in Singapore, I had worked at crematorium for 4 years and I saw dead body (coffin) almost every day. And also loving and crying family member for their loves one. But also I saw people are fight after funeral and become very ugly rather than sorrowful memorials.

I become more confuse in my life and I don’t understand about what is the life are all about. I was also regular religious person and I thought it was good enough for me.

I can talk about my religion because I was regular since I was baby and until today. But when I meet with big accident in Singapore and change my life become disable than I realise, what is love, suffering and peace.

At the point of all my days, I suffer from a lot thing that fear, worry, depression and angry. I am really suffer and start to know how our human life is precious and family love and support.

And also start to respect with full of my heart to healthcare industry people more than last time. They are saving our life, day by day and serving with their heart.

For all that my suffering, I saw one video from youtube about suffering. One of the preacher defeated about suffering which is I cannot expect for first time. Because I thought he did not facing like me, sit on the wheelchair and waiting for dying. If he at my place what is he going to say?

The biggest thing in our life is learn to accept what we are and be thankful what we have and start doing what we can. We need to search to get peace in our heart (Inner Peace) and to focus on present time. To control our mind stay with you for now and not to distract by past or future.

Hope and believe for the good things on your way and invite them whenever you remember.

To Be Continue.....

GO WELL....(By: PatrickSanLin. MSC 007)