My #1 Fan is Back!

Whale: Whale, whale, whale! Guess who's back? Back again?

Okay, enough with the rapper whale.

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I just want to vent about my #1 fan a.k.a. ex-friend. Recently, she went back to Twitter with her second account. But that's not the problem. She changed her username and profile name to a pattern similar to mine. Her bio was even similar to my private account. Shocks! Hahaha! I didn't know she looks up to me that much! Well, even when we're still close friends, I could tell she matches up to my posts. Like if I post about a book, she posts a book too. If I post a drawing, she posts too. Glad I wasn't the only one who noticed it, my other friend once told me that "ex-friend" is (sorry for the word) inggitera (envious). I don't know why she easily gets envious of me? (Eh hindi naman ako kainggit-inggit mga bes! Haha!)

She blocked and unfollowed me on some accounts. And she thinks she knows better than me? You can block an account on Twitter but you can still see their tweets. But the blocked account can no longer see your account. Isn't that very unfair? (Hustisya naman Twitter! Haha) Well, there are times that I just want to block her on the remaining accounts but I don't want to spoil her happiness. Let her have fun with her ignorance. Hayley even says, "Ignorance is your new best friend."

Indeed, ignorance was all over her. She even thinks I'm rich or my family is, because when I talked to her mom years ago, her mom said "...mayaman naman kayo." What? Excuse me? Now I know, years won't measure how much a friend knows you. Because mayghaad! We're not rich at all! She probably see some of the things I buy, but she didn't know how much effort I do to have those.

Despite what had happened to our friendship, I still don't want to hate her, as much as possible. We've shared a lot of good memories and I'm thankful for that. I wish peace to reign in our hearts. She can do whatever she wants, except for imitating me. I don't know if I should be irritated or proud that she still imitates me.

Lodi pa rin niya ako. Huhu.

✧ Straykat