50 SHADES OF ME

The adventure of a young woman
Exploited by many
Accepted by few
Wanted by little
Desired by much

I am me!!!
A lady of abilities
One full of potentials
That never takes things for granted
But cherish all

Family over everything she says
Values it more than she can imagine
Not knowing the reality of the minute meaning of it
She holds it dear to her heart
But never really felt the love bac

She hopes for more
Desires more and wish for a better future
But realised wishes are like horses
Come on its only a wish
Never a reality

Goes through the pain and stress
Just to achieve more than planned
After all, realising it's just a mirage
Waste of time and energy
With no results still hoping and believing

Heart broken and shattered
Believes in love and hopes to find the right one
The tears at night, sleepless nights
Fear of the unknown and not being loved
Pays out one day, yippee!!!!

Pains and distrust she feels
Cause she can't trust no more
Experience made her realize she has no heart
Trying to have a tiny bit of feeling
It's all an infatuation

Alas a glimpse of hope
A feeling of love
The mind is settled
She tends to feel her heart beat
She has hope

Everlasting story of tears
Turns to joy and happiness
Smiles unending
Eyes dry at last
No more tears and there is love

Unending rejoicing in the heart
Little butterflies dancing in her stomach
She says it's in her heart
Finally she can rest
50 shades of me