I told my wife there is no way this man killed himself, least of all not by kneeling down under a door knob. Her immediate reaction; "it's a good thing his family aren't around to hear you say that". The programming runs deep, even mild questioning of official stories is not allowed to take place in the minds of those under its spell. The sin of the day is the vague possibility you might hurt someones feelings, while at the same time denying all of your own.