No Longer Running Away - My Thinking Spot
I have been trying for several weeks now to compile my thoughts enough to create a solid video and this is where I keep ending up.... a place of solid reflection yet the view is blurred.... where am I really and how did I get here....
I have recorded so much footage about my last few weeks if I go and stitch all my talking points together it would easily be an hour long 😆 at least till yesterday I took 5 points and ran them out seeing what my conclusion would be.... in short...
Being thrust into chaos forced me to find this spot which allowed me to reflect enough on my feelings to know I’m still holding sorrow. I then ventured to meditate and realized I do not have the answers thus searching for knowledge decided to mediate on the words of Jordan Peterson. While meditating I felt a creative block to which I know one sure fire solution, cannabis! Through smoking came a creative spark which led my thoughts to action taken. The conclusion did not come till yesterday while recording....
Running through those talking points and feeling my way to an idea that everyone should be familiar with relating to motivations....
I was moving away from something but that motivation is gone with the choice I made... I suppose now I need to decide once again what I am moving towards!
My next post will be the video I recorded yesterday no matter if I’m happy with how it turns out. This is one video I need to do as I believe it relates to and will be the stepping stone to further content creation, as if this subject is the creative block but also the needed inspiration once overcome.
What am I now moving towards? Enlightening others how a simple decision to take back control of my life from the constant state of societal chaos led me first deeper into chaos to then and only then find the light in the darkness... how it was fear of change and conditioning for normalities holding me back on my journey through life... most importantly how the steps taken during the journey did not feel as if they would reach a destination to only realize...
I needed to simply stop running!
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Sometimes an imperfect video is better than the perfectly edited one.
It sounds like you got yourself in a bit of a jumble. It tends to happen to me quite a bit lol
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