missed the grip

about you that faded in memory, dimly disappeared
longing no longer can be unstoppable, until meruah ago arid

you who ever colored the day, now vanish somewhere to go
no matter how much I want to find, let time bring your body back

and yes,
I still want to miss you, though not as warm as ever
You are not coming, even if just greeting

you, do not try to make me get used to without you and forget about you