Crippling Inside
Shriveling into myself like a dried mushroom
The darkening facade surrounding
Slipping and giving in to the silent screams
Deafening our reality of life
Residing on a razors edge
Feeling worthless with no ambition
Voices telling me "get it over with"
Seeing me hestitating but has no eyes
Rewinding my reel of memories
Wouldn't change a single one
I don't want to forget the pain
I am most comfortable inside
I am no longer in control
The screaming begins
Can't help but laugh
Sadness overwhelms tuning the dial to madness
Fading into the background
Just let me be a memory
Staring along the noose
But no where to hang it
Take me away from me
I simply want to wake up
Begin again someone else
Renew this existence and face anew place
Hi Passing by and Upvoted you :) !
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“Patriotism is the narcissism of countries.” ====> Mokokoma Mokhonoana
Are you serious? What the fuck does that have to do with his post?
This post has received a 1.36 % upvote from @booster thanks to: @kingkinslow.
Shit's gonna turn around at some point, bub. You know I'm always there. I'll hit you up with what we were talking about to get you rolling.
Yeah I know it will. Just been a rough and very low 5 years. But yeah definitely need to finish up our chat. I can walk over there later, heading to Mom's soon.