Agony of Truth

I look to the future and see me cease
I feel no fear, my face won't even create
My steps on this earth, a testament of life
Leaving this place filled with strife
Dont cry for me, sheed tears for yourself
For each date you acquire gives you a little less.

Now i know why i live the way i do
And why my mistakes, no second look
If i live my life according to their pace
Whats my prize in lifes meaningless race?
Too many odds stacked against this fierce soul
So each hour, all i do is attain my goals.

Spent alot of days searching for purpose
Then i put my thoughts into poetry and prose
This is why i was put in this world
Be a voice put emotions in words
For every tears i've shed and times my eyes smiled
Someone will have known every option i tried

This cowardly heart fears not death
Prize i've earned since my birthday
My vow- you leave a lashing voice after i was
Find a loyal number to keep fighting my cause
Here lies she who lived short but well
No regrets for her, but all her story tell