dreams that did not materialize

My life is always accompanied by problems !!
Make me ALWAYS IRI with them !!
Those who are always with family ,,
Those who always laugh,, joke with mom and aiiahnya !!
And those who always share with their kakanya !!

All things like that ,,
All things like they I never got !!
The warmth of the house I always wanted I never got !!

I live around them !!
But what I feel is life alone without anyone to accompany and pay attention !!

One of my DREAMS ,, I WANT to live like them !!
Not like this!!
I NEED SAYANK !! NOT ONLY PROPERTY !!