Don't you forget about me - She - Short Story Serie - Part II
Six months had passed since that horrible moment at the airport, she had lost contact with him, she didn’t want to see him again, she didn’t want to hear from him, she felt that he had played with her for all the time, she was waiting for him; but despite that, she still couldn’t forget it. That situation was really frustrating because she had already lived it. The first time their relationship was over, she had gone through exactly the same thing that was happening at that moment, she felt repelled towards men, a void in her chest that didn’t go away. The first time it had taken her 8 months to recover, to be able to "live" again, but it had been different, that time they had shared a relationship of a couple of months, which although very intense, were still a couple of months. Now they had spent years where, according to her, they had loved each other even more than before, where everything was perfect again, where it was like going back to relive the beginning but even better. She still loved him, damn it, it was horrible not being able to tear off the things that hurt your chest.
Flashback - Day at the airport
─This is a joke, right? ─ She said between tears
─ I'm really sorry, I do not know what happens either, I guess it was the distance─ He lowered his head ─I did not know how to tell you
End of Flashback
She still felt how her earth broke that day. She had tried to hate him, but she was already resigned to the fact that it was impossible. She had saved all the things that reminded her of him but she still hadn’t had the courage to throw them away. She told herself that the day she would throw away all those things, that day she would have overcome it and there she could continue with her life. But that day looked distant. She continued her life as best she could, keeping herself busy 25 of the 24 hours a day, arriving so tired that she simply fell asleep hoping she would not dream of anything.
She had tried, for revenge, she had been with a few guys, trying to get that feeling out of his chest. But all she had done was hurt herself. So now she was there, living a life that was sometimes tedious, wanting to get him out of his mind and find a logical explanation for what had happened. But the healthiest thing was to try to let it go. And one day expect that it had simply come out of his mind.
Of course, she smiled and laughed too. From the first month after, she had decided that if she felt bad, she was not going to even show it. She went out partying, afternoons to relax, she exercised and she always kept working. That was her routine. No one could ever imagine that his heart was still broken in those thousands of pieces.
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