Awakening Is Depression, Agony, and Rage

Did they tell you that? Did they just tell you that you're going to befreeeeeee from all the human emotions?

It's messy af.

You're gonna be feeling levels of emotions you didn't even know existed in you. You're gonna feel some ancient shit. Shit from your grandmother and your grandmother's grandmother and her grandma. All the energy of it. If you're bedridden for three weeks,

GOOD JOB

You're on the right path. You're doing something right.

Ok wait, that's an understatement; let me rephrase that. YOU'RE RECOGNIZING THAT YOU'RE MORE THAN YOUR STORY, AND YOU'RE LIBERATING THE ENERGY OF THE LIFE DRAINING STORY THAT WON'T LET YOU REALLY LIVE AND LIBERATING YOUR ENTIRE ANCESTRY PAST AND FUTURE AND ALL OF HUMANITY!

Friend. Please know this: Being a human has been really shit. Like, really, really traumatic for like a few thousand or many, many tens of thousands of years. You have to liberate that energy through you.

Ahhhhh thats quite an undertaking!

If you're doing it right, you'll feel like you want to die. More than once. And then you'll get over it. Source

Yup, that's why your bad-motherfuckin'-ass spirit chose to come here!

You're not gonna just float right on past all the human stuff and be above it all. It's a lie, and people who do it aren't healthy, and aren't whole. It's why you see a lot of unscrupulous spiritual leaders who are super in touch with the spirit world but have no clue how to be a human, can be childish, and often take advantage of their followers.

Being a human is ok. I think. Ha ha. Ok, I totally get why you would just wanna swoop past it all.

Except you can't.

And except it's a really exhilarating and fulfilling experience.

And except it's probably why you wanted to be in a human body at the beginning of the 21st century and the entry into the Next Tier of Consciousness.

After you've visited your demons enough times, they'll have petered out. The story will be exhausting. Something higher will be calling you. Then you can go higher.

They want to drug people so they don't have to feel the horror of what human existence is. Here's the thing: it's horrifying. Maybe we need to not dull the agony of the many thousands of years of it, and we need to fucking acknowledge it. Maybe the people who are feeling it are the healthy ones.

Depression and rage are not your natural states. You're not going to stay there. If you let it be allllll that it is, then it will move. Now you can return to who you actually are. But it will happen again with another thing. And you'll come out stronger. And it will continue until you've done it. You can see the story, and you can see the pain, but you're too familiar with what you really are, and you've let the energy of each of these traumas rage and dissipate. And you know it's time to be the Big You, whatever that means. I'm finding out. I'll let you know.

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