Hi stoner!
:)

What if we are all god's and that heaven is the moment (the now) and that the life we are experiencing now is also completely unpersonal ?!

That's my new ways of thinking these days - but of course who really knows what happens when the lights go out!

Did you research on Buddhists views?

ps Edit :

To me, God is Mother Nature. God is biological, scientific, complex and beautiful in its inner-workings.