Dear Diary: I Already Had A Couple Of Naps Today And That Is Okay

I like it when I wanted to sleep and then I could achieve it without any fuss unlike in my former days where I would not leave the bed if I couldn't even achieve several minutes of sleep due to my insomnia which is brought about by my anemia which is a symptom of a failing/failed kidney in my case.

Now that I am through with anemia and I do thank God for that miracle. I also am thankful for the people here at steemit because the support here is just a miracle in itself for me because there is no venue I know outside steemit that I can achieve such care and love that I could get from this community, even from my relatives, church, and immediate family members.

I am really on my own so I pray that God would continue to give strength to my parents who happen to be healthy-eaters which is good because they are already passed their 70's age. My wish is that I would die first before them because it will be a hard life if I would not have a supportive parents on my side.

I had already accepted my fate that I am really disabled but I am still fighting for my condition and as long as I can I would still loiter the steem blockchain with my senseless blogs and worthless thoughts. Yes it is just I am in a mission to raise funds for myself and I still see hope over the horizon and I am still dreaming to achieve some if not all of them. May God have mercy on me.