why you should started steemit..! reason is localism

here comes a main part of my story.... see i also wanted to be a good person and a good son for my parents,i am not saying that i am bad.i follow youtube very much like do.In youtube i search for how to earn money from internet or bitcoin and everything what comes in my mind,i get result about earning money from trading on bitcoin or doing surveys will make me rich and this all makes me think like why we all are studying why we are seeking for jobs we can earn money from surveys but listening something like this make you happy but when you start working doing surveys and all make you realize that there is no free money in internet and money are not growing in a tree,its a fact.now i its comes to the localism and society which gives you pressure and mind set like you have to work hard and earn money and if you are not making any money than you are of no use.i am not good at study but i am good at any work.i started memorizing my life and i started to note my life where i did good or wrong.than i heard that steemit will be a good platform for me state my ups and down of life and journey.i never get support from any one but i believe in myself.
i really need some advise and also a inspirational speech to me .

you all will be thinking that i am doing all this for making money, yeah definitely i am doing this for money .....but.... i love doing this

thank you all