Dear Diary: I Dream To Have A New And Clean House

Nobody wants an old house especially if it looks dirty no matter how you clean it because of the faded house paints and the grout between the tiles that will never look white again. But I hope soon that I will be able to have this house torn down and get replaced with a decent-looking one, comfortable, spacious, and functional.

I actually wanted my own garden beside my room where there is only one entrance to it which is from my room where I can vertically plant some vegetables and flowers, fruiting vines, and berries. A room-wide space is enough, maybe about 2x3 meters which I can also sit around and let the sun rays shine upon my withered body and let its magical heat create Vitamin D into my skin.

Just a two-room house with a garden of my own separate from where my father would plant his vegetables because he is hack-happy and plants never survive if he is around. I actually like any other wanted to get separated from my parents if not only from my disabilities but I am maybe forever will be with them so I just have to adjust and accept my situation and condition in my life.