TONIGHT
Even after everything that happened
Between you and I
You're all i need tonight
Your soothing words
Are my only escape
From the harsh reality of my life
I know it is wrong
And terrible as well
To give someone so much power over themselves
That every scar they give
Does nothing to drive us afar
But in this moment
All I could wish
Is for you to be right by my side
And hold me tight
Then whisper lowly
That everything will be just fine
That this moment will fade away
This moment of my weakness
When i am feeling low
And lifeless
Will not last and go away
If I held hope
And concentrate on the good
Ignoring every thing that is tearing me apart
I wish there was a cure
To heal from the scars
Given by your inner demons
To heal those wounds
Given by the people you trusted the most
To heal my soul
Which cries tears of blood
And feels alone all the time
Who needs the comfort of your presence
Who needs your care and love
Who needs you will everything it has
I know i am being pathetic
And hopeless at the sametime
But all I want is you by my side
Cause you give me hope
You maks me smile
You make me laugh
And forget about all thr pain
That life has caused
I feel vulnerable
My heartaches
My body can't stop shaking
I need your comfort
Your company
Your warmth
I need you the most in this moment
I wanna send you a text
Asking you to give me a chance
But I am scared
Of the obvious rejection that would come
I'm scared that you'll hurt me again
Like you once did unknowingly
It's so hedious
How I am so attached to you
And you aren't to me
How madly I am in love with you
Even after I know you dont love me
Silent tears
Are cascading down my cheeks
As my lips tremble
And a painful sob
Cuts through the silent night
I knew I had
Found the cure I was looking for
I found the cure in you
Soon realising
That in the end
You were the one
Who left the biggest scar
And damaged my soul
taking away all my chances to live again
Now without you
I am scared
To face all my demons alone again
Without you
I have no where to go
No where to confide
No where to hide
No where to rest my soul
Without you
There is no light
And i am completely lost
In the darkness that surrounds me
I can try to scream at the top of my lungs
For someone to help me
But I know there is no one
Behind the darkness that consumes me
I can try to run
But there is just endless darkness around me
So I gave up the fight
And All the hope to survive
All those walls that i had built
To save me from them
Now stand tall
To save me from you
And those memories you gave me
Which once used to give me joy
For you were the one
I loved with all my heart
And you were the one
Who finally broke me apart
And yet
You're all I need tonight
Cause you're the only one
Who could heal me