You Wont Believe What Her Schizophrenia Makes Her See!! 18/2/2018

simonjay (76)in #story • 6 years ago

Cecelia M is a Penn State uni student with schizophrenia she has set up an organisation to help other pupils with the condition.

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Her hallucinations first started with shadow type figures they are now nicknamed the Mr Blob Men.
As Cecelia got older she started the hear static noises they eventually turned into whispers, many whispers but still hears that static today.

Student Cecelia M

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She also hallucinates large spiders so if your are already scared of spiders imagine seeing them crawling around in all sorts of places, just the thing is they aren't actually really there!
Imagine being in the position of pointing out to someone a large spider but only you can see it, wow!

Cecelia will see spiders like this..

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The worst part about all this especially for those of you who hate clowns is she started to visually hallucinate a clown but not any ol clown no sire probably one of the worst clowns you could think of meeting.
Yes that's right if you haven't guessed it already the poor girl can actually see the likes of Pennywise for real! Well atleast in her mind for realz!

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Now I don't personally have a phobia of clowns but I must admit if I was young again I would get easily scared if I could see freaking Pennywise watching or even chasing me, and the thought of the whispers and shadows with Pennywise appearing here and there 24/7 it would definitely scare the living crap out of me.

I think it would of made me today a very jumpy person you have to admit in a sense people like Cecelia are probably braver then you or me.

For those scared of clowns that might be your worst fear but Cecelia as another hallucination in which she fears even more then seeing ol Pennywise.

What could be more scarier then Pennywise I hear you ask?

Hmm but I mean would you really want to know...?

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Ok well this hallucination is simply called "the girl" and she is terrifying not only does she look like something out of the exorcist but she carries a large knife with her.

But what's so fascinating is you might be thinking now " but hey that's ok because its a hallucination!" Right? The knife can do no harm, well apparently that's not exactly right.

What!?

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Well there is obviously a reason why Cecelia is particularly scarred of "the girl"

Its called a Tactile hallucination, tactile hallucinations is the false perception of tactile sensory input that creates a hallucinatory sensation of physical contact with an imaginary object so in other words if Cecelia gets stabbed by the girl she will be in alot of pain her brain amazingly creates the pain as if she has actually been stabbed for real, how completely extraordinary is that!

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Despite the struggling with the near-constant horror film style like hallucinations Cecelia is doing well in life shes attending university, has a good relationship with her boyfriend and is set on putting together a help program for others who also have Schizophrenia.