its a lot of responsability :))) but

yeah thats life you get into so many unforeseen circumstances that you have to question even the small things but getting through to the other side is what counts :))) even in the best of times kids and family can drain you emotionally, your finances, taint your hopes all in the best ways even if they themselves cant figure out why they themselves are miserable huh i must have missed the course on the benefits of self pity, being miserable hopeless and bored, im too busy creating stuff eh :)))