I'm going through changes

(photo master) @bil.prag

Ozzy sang it, then Charles Bradley made a soul version of it which I've seen on television show Big Mouth, but I'm feeling it on my own skin, I feel a change coming fast. I got a job. Yay! right? I've never worked more than a week for my money and I'm a 24 year old man (boy). I got a job as a dispatch for couriers in London. Sounds exotic enough. The rooms are fully equipped for apocalypse, the refrigerators and 3 bathrooms, they even have one sleeping room for when things get ugly. I'm starting tomorrow, I'm excited and my goals are clear, finish the studies and get some money to get by, but I'm the worst person in the world for changes. I hate changes.

I HATE CHANGES.

I wish I could stay in my lonely bubble of a world, where nothing new happens and nothing disturbs my peaceful slumber. Where nothing would surprise me, and no one would judge me and I would smoke weed everyday and fly through the nature. I wish I had the courage to walk by foot to Himalayas and join the Buddhist monks in their meditation and their join song. I wish I could take my guitar and hitchhike through the world and play for my bread, I would grow a long beard and I would stink as hell, oooh what a life. But I'm just a country boy living in the city and I'm trying to get by and move on, in every sense, just move on and....... change.