I felt what you feel deep inside.We all knew that I also lost my account password.Even I have my new account but my heart is still aching when I see my account having my earning.I also wanted it back but only God knows what will happen.Inspite of that trial I am still here standing,like you never to surrender.But without the people behind I dont know if I could stand again.Steemit community were there and we are here for you..I hope you could get it back.God bless you