#Ulog6

My girls and I only lasted at Grammas house until November. I guess I was a little surpised. Looking back, I shouldnt have been. It is very difficult to go from having grandkids to having grandkids living with you. She was angry with girls probably because she saw me. I absolutely thought we had a stronger friendship than we did. She was angry when we moved. She wanted the rent money but I explained I felt it best to move because if I didnt , the relationship with her grandaughters would be destroyed.

A friend of mine offered for us to be her roommates. She had twin boys Olivia's age. I thought this is good. The girls will have a room to share. What I didn't realize is how hard this would be for my Livvy. The boys were angry about us moving in and took it out on the girls.
This was also so much different for them. Lets just say this friend was not much of a housekeeper. So I also didnt realize by sharing the rent, I was also on board to provide free daycare and transportation for her boys. Once again a decision I had really thought would be better wasn't.

Time to try and clear my head of all this negativity and put my toes in the water.