Dear Diary: I Am Listening To The Rhythm Of The Falling Rain With Pain

The government department on weather already declared the start of the rainy season and now it really is because it was raining since last night until today and it is due to the typhoon that is now bringing this needed relief from the hot and humid weather that gave me a considerable misery in the past few months.

I was sleeping the day off and there is really nothing for me to do since walking is a big no-no for me now and I am frightened as always to get up and walk because it gives me a ton of hardship. Right now I am so weak but being weak is not much that of a problem because I can just be so slow and avoiding lifting more than I can carry.

The problem was the joints in my body, they are slow to heal, that is if they will really heal on me. My body is still in a morphing stage because I am having a hard time rolling on my side now to sleep, it wasn't like that before. I don't know if my backbone is still collapsing on me but what I can only do is to nip the bud of its cause, which is for me to continue with my hyperparathyroidism medication.

God help me with my medical efforts because it is not only expensive but is hard in my body with a degree of uncertainty if it will going to work fully or not. Time is of the essence but I do not have that luxury so I just have to be brave now and endure it all, life is hard and not good but indeed blessedly chastised for me.