Dear Diary: I Am Missing Now My Old Hobbies

My hobbies before I got weaker and had my bone deformations was target shooting and sometimes I make use of a fashioned spear with a fishing line which is reeled unto a plastic bottle and then attached near the nozzle of my air rifle.

It is an accurate shot and I had fun using it on what was then a water source for the rice fields near our home. When the water is low and not running, there you would see fishes and sometimes mudfish/snakehead or mostly Tilapia or catfish if you were lucky. To take on the mudfish you should wait over a deep part of the stream because it is the place where the mudfish stays and they often go up for a moment to see the surface and then goes back down quick.

But you have to be quick to pull the trigger otherwise you will miss the fish. So I miss those parts of my life especially planting vegetables like eggplant and okra. Now maybe I can just cultivate sprouts out from bottles but that is different, I just want to till some soil.

Maybe I will die before I could get back to my former hobbies but no one knows anyone's exact future for sure but we can strive to bend our future and all we have to do is to fight and do what is right for us and maybe there is a chance that food things will come in their proper time and place.