Dairy of an everyday guy - #ULOG #3

Today was quite peculiar as i was in a mood i can't explain. This isn't about that tho.

Its about much much later today. I went with a friend to visit another friend, now these two have become very close in quite a short time and the way they were with each other today got me thinking

i want that too

They looked like a couple of 10 year olds just enjoying each others company but there was more to it. The chemistry they had was overwhelming.
Now I'm not a ladies man nd I'm battling with self love and self confidence and i haven't exactly had any deep relationship save for the last one but i feel i deserve that too.

it sucks been lonely

I don't like it.

Goodnight