#Ulog Day 2: Oh my dear Son

Brother @surpassinggoogle inspire me in this steemit.

I want to tell you about the story of a mother, and indeed I just happened to be a mother of a baby boy who I gave birth cessar.

I was an ordinary employee who worked in one of the PMA mining companies. Last year I got married and alhamdulilah immediately pregnant, at first I was hesitant because according to my planning and our husbands will have children after one year of marriage, when every time we are cautious but there was an incident and maybe because of the incident that time yah (laugh alone if inget, sorry I can not tell you what incident, shame oi).

The first month I did not feel like pregnant at all and in the second moon end there is a new morning nausea and it seems my sense of smell becomes super sharp until all kinds of smell can smell, especially the smell of kitchen and bathroom, every time the smell of onion feels like vomiting . But my cravings are so severe-probably because I'm working and there's a strong desire of me not to follow the taste. During the process of pregnancy I live my days without being accompanied by husband because the husband work outside the country so automatically rarely come home as I recall during pregnancy I just met my husband 3 times, sadly there is absolutely no place to spoil and sigh.

After 9 months of pregnancy and close to the time of my baby's birth according to Labor Law that female worker will get three months leave, so after 9 months of my birth I applied for maternity leave. Waduh happy, imagine as a pregnant woman who works I have to take my big belly everywhere and as usual getting closer to the day there are - there are just complaints but the most frequent hell-pegel plus pain menyeputaran feet.

Because my husband is working abroad and I live alone at home so I decided during the waiting period of birth and my long leave I want to spend it at home parents in other cities. So move me with carrying all kinds of things just like moving house (lha yes is 3 months leave).

After waiting for a week there is also no signs of my baby going out, try to check the doctor said it was 40 days but I told the doctor I have not felt anything but there is a sense kayak foreign objects that poke my lower abdomen, nga there is a sense mules want giving birth like most people say. So doctors give one more week "if baby nga out must be in excitatory yes bu".

Shortly a week later I was hospitalized and still no sense of anything, I was just accompanied by mama, papa and my sisters, my husband is not there, I really hope he is there because he promised to attend but apparently can not kesel and sad. after stimulated the baby nga want to come out also so the doctor decided me to surgery. All I was thinking was baby safety, frankly there was a sense of fear at all if I was going to face a major operation that was so eager to meet my baby, and there was an indescribable longing. The funny thing was that before the surgery I had time to tell my sister if something happened to me please take care of my baby and all my belongings bequeathed to my son later (if remember what my message to my sister so laugh by myself).

The next morning I immediately had surgery, was worried a bit because the parent has not come and I have to be taken to the operating room, I can only surrender be led to the operating room. It feels very excited but thankfully before the operation started I still had time to meet and shake hands with my parents apologize for all my mistakes (kayak who want to go to war).

Enter the operating room my head celingak celingak start nurse doctors work pairs of various tools in my hand and at the time of anesthesia they asked me to wrap my body because it was injected anus injected in the back and I just given local anesthesia for the bottom of my body just so long as my baby removal surgery in the state of consciousness, it feels very degan in a state of consciousness I can hear the doctors and his assistants work and throughout the operation unceasingly I say a prayer may all run smoothly not until 15 minutes I hear the cry of my baby, thank God it was a relief.

I got a baby The boy was born 3.8 kilos, and thank God my baby is healthy.

As a new mother I just realized it was the process of pregnancy to birth does not mean my struggle as a mother ended because it was the beginning of everything, after that I entered the process of breastfeeding baby after my anesthetic part of the operation began to disappear I've yelled for my baby because there is a feeling as a mother I miss my baby. After my baby in my arms it felt like crying happy and at the same time sad because my husband was not there by my side during the struggle.

I point my breasts to my baby's mouth, and my milk has not come out but I want my baby to suck my nipples to stimulate milk production. It turns out my knowledge of breast milk is very minimal I think after giving birth ASI will spurt out by itself, oh it was not because I have to try my own in various ways so that my milk can get out from massage, hot water compress while massaged to kerokin my breasts wear comb hair everything I do including inserting my nipples to my baby's mouth to diemut him. And there was an angry incident with the baby nurse because several times my request to take my baby from the nursery immediately for initiation of breast milk before formula feeding always nga done until each baby was given to me in a state of deep sleep and already full milk formula how hurt my heart. The nurses should give advice and help the mother give birth so that she can give ASI milk the highest antibodies of breast milk first and it only maximum 3 days after birth of my knowledge.

Thanks to the effort of the interns (even though the surgery wound still hurts) and a little hearty finally my milk out waduh how happy I see my baby with the cool drinking milk flowing feelings of warm loving that I had never felt before while looking into his eyes.

Do not get tired of me looking at my baby's face and wondering my son like who yah and my husband busy phone and sms ask sent my baby photo via email curious pingin see his son's face in my heart who send you nga present, so I deliberately send it a long time hehehe emang delicious dikerjain.

Wake up tonight, replace the staple, breastfeed all I lakonin alone especially in the first month is the baby phase to adjust to nature outside the mother's womb, until I also feel how painful my nipples when my baby drank milk sick mercy to the crown. Until now I still never feel bored looking at, kissing, playing and laughing with my baby.

After 3 months of leave I felt uncomfortable when I returned to work, to see the rapid development of my baby I feel proud though without being accompanied by my husband but all goes well and as is, I am very grateful to have a big family who always support and love me, papa, mama, sister -my brother and sister "thank you to all of you" without them I might not be as strong as this.

That morning I stared at my little angel's face, I do not know whether she had a horror or not when I say "bye bye baby sweet heart, umi go to office now, please do not cry and be good at home" but certainly someone who cries is how sad I am to leave my child at home with a nanny because I have to go back to work. But thankfully I can occasionally turn back to my house to see my little angel and give milk ...... "sweetheart your umi is back" ...... that's the way every day ...

Oh yes all sharing for mothers who have experienced with babies, what is the opinion of the mothers about the baby whose sleeping position on his stomach because my baby sleep less soundly with a supine position so be from the age of 10 days until now his sleeping position on his stomach, any opinion about this?