ULOG: #4 for Week 14 - The Saddest Most Heartbreaking Picture

Since yesterday when I got the news of the death of my cousin, I have not stopped crying. Of course I would stop but whenever I read a post about her or see our pictures I cry.

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I have cried a lot of time when a relative has died. But this one is the hardest. We were so close to each other. We actually have the same middle and last names because our parents are brothers and sisters. Her dad is my dad's older brother and her mom is my mom's older sister. So she is actually the sister I never had. They are 5 in the family 3 girls and 2 boys while I have 3 brothers.

When I opened my Facebook feed after lunch because I saw my nephew tag me in a post. I saw this picture and his caption was "Hello, Ma". It broke my heart when I read it. Then the tears started to flow again. This is probably the saddest and most heartbreaking picture I have seen. I just covered my niece's face sitting all alone there. If I hurt, I can only imagine the pain they are going thru, 100x harder and painful than mine.

I am sure I will cry harder on Friday when I go for a vigil. I will have Teray bring my medicine box which holds my BP apparatus and my glucose meter. I will also buy an emergency medicine in case my blood pressure goes up.

Sorry if for now all my #ulogs till her burial will be sad ones. I can not write anything funny or happy as of now. Thank you again for all your prayers.

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