I read both of your posts and all I wanted to do was to give you a huge hug and tell you that I am glad your nightmare ended. I am glad you have found the right person to help you go over this painful story. I can't even imagine how it must have felt living all those years, doubting yourself. You definitely need to hold your head high because you are an incredibly strong and loving woman who has been through hell and made her way up to tell the story.