I too feel as if I was born with my brain wired in such a way that, regardless of my good intentions, most people I will ever meet find me repellant.

wow. i think today is more of an emotional tale. Like it really got to me.

i feel peoples perception doesnt really count (like a great ddeal), if we can express ourself and we are comfortable with it, itts a good one.

But if it is as repelling like you say, probably we might want to reduce what repels them