Thanks! The truth is I was affected by this film Revolutionary Road-IMDB, if you haven't seen it I won't spoil it to you (not that I found it anything special, rather ψυχοπλακωτικό and dull) and the song I listened to the other day.

I like your attitude, try and find a meaning or at least ask from someone to help you find a meaning.

go skydiving and don’t pull the chute.

or just take too much of laxative and shit to death (to make things a bit funnier)

Αυτό που λέμε, "ο γέρος θα πάει από πέσιμο ή από χέσιμο"