This could be me

This portrait is a true depiction of my soul
I smiled at its exactness and marveled at its ingenuity
Some days I'm so happy that the butterflies in my stomach can really colour the sky
Some days I'm in a daze at the dullness of my thoughts
Sometimes I'm an upbeat ball of positivity
Sometimes I'm a heavy dose of pessimism
Perhaps I'm one with nature and my hair stands on end in golden spikes
Perhaps I struggle as nature tries to choke me and drives me wild
Maybe I'm so innocent that a whiff of stained air is wary even of my shadow
Or maybe, just maybe all the predicaments I've been through has scarred me
It seems like I have to camouflage myself in the magnificence of flowers so her pleasantness will rub off on my flaws and make them beautiful
Well I feel beautiful, as beautiful as nature , as free as butterflies , as unique as a Black and white in the midst of colours and as brilliant as the varieties of eye-catching colours .