MY RADARS GOING ONTO HIGH ALERT! We never see you with slightly swollen eyes and repeating yourself. Totaly happy your feeling happy. Hope you haven't eaten or drunk anything odd recently like in the past 24/hours. Look forward to your next video take care please. Keep the Video online many of us have followed you for a long time. Abandonment possibly only you know! I figured it out for myself and wrote about it https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@matthewshaw/hi-i-m-matt-recovering-from-abandonment-mountain-leader-crypto-warrior after opening up to love everything started to change. We meet a lot of people who may look at us and see us doing amazing things, they are right. When we see it ourselves and start trusting people again proportionally we start having more fun and laughing again. Feel better now I watched you video to the end, very brave! keep doing it.