WOW. I started to think you were describing my marriage for a moment. It is rare for men to be this honest in public. I congratulate you on your courage. This is one of my favorite posts on Steem. My wife has also given me strength and support through this vicious crypto winter. Hang in there, friend. Better days are coming. I also escaped the shackles of a conventional life while having a 17-year marriage intact. My wife challenges me every day while still being supportive. I think our wives are geniuses.