sorry to hear such a tragic experience you had to go through....!! but life has a mysterious way of revealing itself to each individual. We fear death because we think death is an end to ourselves. But have we ever imagined that death might be another waking up to a different experience just like those dreams we have in our sleep.... I think there is no death of life because death is part of life. We just have fear of it because we hear bad stories about it all the time..!! the experience of life and death is just like changing the channel..lol !!