Let's say worst case scenario, all this goes to zero. I'll feel bad and be disappointed

Me too certainly, but do you know what will make me feel worse? If it doesn't go to zero and actually hits a bull run and I didnt take these risks im taking now....regret will break me more....
Glad to have you back, can I share a creativecoin post with you? I'm not sure why it seems like you're the only creativecoin holder interested in poetry...